How is it going to be?

When is it going to be my turn??

Looking @ the Summer Sky

Some update today. It’s good to hear that was some progress but still nothing is certain till I get word that it is confirmed. I am taking a neutral stand for the time being. Trying not to let it worry or distract me too much. It is like being in a journey where finishing line is not clearly in sight. I have to patient. I have to patient. That’s all I can do. Be patient and keep the faith.

Weather Outlook

After taking what it seemed like forever, we finally received news that our HDB loan was approved. CPF grant was also approved. That’s good news considering the amount of back-and-forth we were going through with the HDB credit department. Communication was difficult as we were all in different countries, different timezone. Thank god that’s all been resolved. What’s next is to do is to sort out the paper work and what not and we are on our way to having a major huge loan of a lifetime.

The thought of taking up a postgraduate degree has been in the back of my head for the longest time. I have been thinking, pondering, considering but never do anything about it. But today, I finally decided that I should put the action to plan and make it happen. Otherwise it is just going to drag on and on. Very excited about it.

I am still waiting on the news and it is worrying me a little even though I am trying to tell myself that all will be good. I just need to keep faith with it. I am hoping to hear from them soon and all things will fall into place. The state of limbo is certainly not the best place to be. Neither here nor there. Very insecure position if you ask me.

So here I am, at home. In the bedroom. It’s 10 past 5 and soon the weekend will be over and a new week begins.

I want a change. A change of goodness and put things back into perspective.

I also went to church today. St Mary’s Cathedral. Beautiful church and the hymn gave me goosebumps when the choir sang it. A sense of peace and serenity overcame me. I wish the world can be like that.

What does it take?

What does it take for one to achieve the goal he wants? What does it take for a person to be comfortable with discomfort? What does it take for a person to know that he got it?

Just when you think that all is going well, you hit a stumbling block. Why is this so? Why is this happening? Everything happens for a reason they say. I can only hope and pray. Keep my fingers crossed. Looking forward to a dream and wish that it becomes the reality.

I have done my best. I’ve given it 101%. I have done all the work, all the research, all the time and effort but what does it take? Met and spoke with all the people… What else do I have to do or can I do?