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Thinking of e Future.
Easter came and gone. Now it is the end of March and before I know it, April is nearing. I am surprise at how fast time is passing by.
So much has happened this past 2 weeks and I don’t know where to begin. Work has been pretty intense and there are so much to learn and pyschologically wise, it is really stretching me quite a bit. Way out of my comfort zone… way out of what I used to do…
Been spending quality time with missy j which is a good thing considering how much we have not seen each other since January. It is good as we get to explore the cities nw and try different places for good dining experience. Also, we get to know more about each other living together
and also as husband and wife.
I really enoyed the time together and I begin to wonder why is that people have a hard time committing to a person they love? Is it because of fear? Is it because the thought of being with one just person for the rest of your life makes it a lot more scary? If you really like someone, then that sort of thought would not exists. It is only if there is a hint of doubt that will makes your mind thinks twice. Perhaps there is no real answer to this. For me, it is the feeling and you are able to see yourself spend a lifetime with this other person. It is a feeling that comes to you naturally and it did for me. Frankly, I don’t see much of a difference between now and prior to our marriage. The only difference is that you put your name on a dotted line and bounded by the laws of man and wife. That’s about it and we still are the same person and nothing else have changed. We are still pretty very much in love with each other. In fact, right now it gives us better focus and direction where we can plan together our future. This is something that is so much more fulfiling and bringing our relationship to another whole new level. All I can say that i’m enjoying my status now and I’m not regreting that I get to be with no other woman but missy j.
On a side note, we just participated in Earth hour earlier on. We simply turned off all our lights and living in an hour of darkness and candles. This is our way to support the conversation of our environment and actively supporting the causes towards climate change and sustainable future. I am happy that we made an active effort to do it.
TV is showing American Beauty again… Always a classic and it reminds me sometimes how dysfuntional people can really be while trying to live the image of a ‘perfect family’. A thought to ponder.
I enjoy preparing dinner with missy and I’m looking forward to more meals together.




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