Sometimes, the worst thing you can ever do to yourself is to punish your body for something your mind refuses to do or listen.
Fatigue, lack of focus is something that you will experience.
I think I will be suffering from that later in the day.
Fuck me.
I can’t wait for this weekend to arrive. For some reason, time has been passing by rather quickly yet it is the hardest to feel it the moment I wake up. Time passes the slowest then and I wish the day would just be over the moment I opened my eyes. It is a real challenge in the morning but then again, this is what going through every minute counts. Seconds to minutes. Minutes to hours. Hours to days. Days to weeks. Weeks to Months. Months to years.
For now, I am not thinking that far. All I am thinking, is to get by each day when it all begins. One step at a step. I know not where the end is going to be but at this moment, it is looking forward to missy j’s arrival. Nothing is more important than that, other than my work, of course.
Life is really a bunch of roller coaster at the moment. Sometimes I’m ok. Sometimes I’m not. It is the same for work. The whole process adaptation is more of a mind game than anything else where mental strength is pushed to the toll. It is not easy for me considering how much I have to leave my other half behind.
I can’t wait for feb to end. I really can’t wait.
Hmm, I really got to watch, “No Country for Old Men” and find out for myself why it won best director and best picture. I wanna watch Juno too!!
I realised Mardi Gras parade is this Saturday. I think I should head down and check out this annual parade since the last time I went was 4 years ago.
I can’t wait to see missy j! I m very excited about her coming to Sydney! She is driving me crazy in every ways.
I read on the news that Edison Chen, the HK pop/movie artiste is leaving the showbiz indefinitely after all the sex scandal surround him and other HK starlets. I guess with the recent happenings, it is not suprise that he has taken this step. Perhaps it is a good move to take the heat off himself for a while.
I saw youtube video of some Edison Chen photo collage and with the song, “It’s too late to apologise” (Timbaland & One rubulic). Probably someone trying to pull off a tongue in cheek at his response.
Work work work. Eat eat eat. Sleep sleep sleep. TV TV TV. That’s pretty much the routine here right now. Not that it is a bad thing nor a good thing.
29 days later. The anticipation that rising like on a high. So near yet so far. Sooner or later.
What do I have to do to make it happen?
I enjoy my weekend. Weekend is good. I get all the time to do whatever I want to do without having to worry about waking up to an alarm and getting ready for work. It is a luxury and what a way to start a day by having a nice hearty breakfast at a French cafe in the city.
Le petite creme cafe in Darlinghurst has one of the best egg benedict and toast around. It comes with either ham or salmon depending on your perference.
Hot chocolate was heavenly as well with thick and rich cocoa. Was a little high after I drank it. The best part was.. to drink it from a bowl.. doing it the french way.
All in all it’s a nice quaint cafe and i would love to go back there with missy j. I went to paddington market with some friends and after walking around, i got myself a designer lamp!! Oooh. Nice nice! I like it alot and spent a while thinking about the colour I want. It’s been quite a fulfilling weekend and I’m just thinking what should I do tomorrow. A new day. A new beginning. 
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