You decide how you feel. As much as I often say this to myself, I sometimes find it a challenge to follow. There are times where you simply become the subject of your worst emotions.
“Home alone” in an empty cold office is one of the loneliest feeling.
Wealth is available in abundance and it is up to us how much we want to receive.
The weekend has been a busy one.. We were out the entire Saturday trying to look for the perfect white dress but for some reason, it remained elusive or either that, the prices were exorbitant. But we did come across a really nice boutique in City hall that specalise in made to measure gowns, bridal ones and formal and also suits for men. I love the fabric they used for their shirts and the attention to details but of course, since it was a designer boutique, it didn’t come cheap though I thought the shirts were still reasonably priced.
We also got our geomancer to fix us a date… and with that confirmed, we will have a timeline to work towards to!
So many things to do. So little time yet all these are something that you will probably only do once in your life.. therefore it would be good to make the best out of it! 
On a side note. I need to start running this week! I didn’t realise StandChart marathon is this coming Sun!!!
I feel like I am threading on a mine field. Honestly, I thought this would be a joyous occasion for all. But apparently, for some, it seems like it is a time for worries and meeting expectations. I have no idea that things can turn out this way. It was never my intention. All I wanted to get things done right as efficiently and smoothly as I can.
But now I realised how big a gap this is. That people have vastly different opinions and expectations from you. I think it is about perspective and mindset that one has and whether or not they are opened and acceptable to changes. I realised there are some people who are narrow minded and possess a pessimistic view of things which sometimes can be very discouraging and they are simply waiting for it to happen. It is a bloody self-fulfilling prophecy, I tell ya.
I didn’t know what hit me until last time when I found out for myself. I was absolutely disgusted, horrified and utterly disbelieved that someone could have such an impression. I was shocked. Very shocked and angry.
Whatever it is. I feel that it all comes down to communication and expectations. As much as it is, alot of times, especially the elders from a traditional Asian family, they would expect the juniors to fulfill certain duties. And what these duties are, you are “EXPECTED” to know and do them without anyone asking you to do so. But this is where the contradictory starts. If you do not inform or clarify or discuss, how would anyone knows what is expected and what is not? No guidance was given and what? I am supposed to know? This is ridiculous. It’s like giving a empty maths workbook to a kid and expect him to know how to solve the sums. And when he doesn’t do it right, you scold the kid for being incompetent. What the fuck right?
This is what being in a traditional family is all about. It’s like stepping through a mine field and trying to navigate your way around, hoping that you are making the right move. However, if you happened to make just one, one wrong move, you have to bear the consequences and suffer the blame, the fault, whatever fucking that comes along with it. That’s what you get. Wholesome and nice.
Tomorrow is going to be one exciting day follow by driving range on Sunday morning! woohoo!
I just saw a golf sale ad in the papers and some of the taylormade clubs are going at a very good price!!!
Ahhh… Wish I could have them!
When I read this… it moved me so much and made me very happy. Very happy beyond words. It put a big smile to my face and made my day. I couldn’t stop reading it over and over again.
always tell myself that I am the luckiest guy on earth. I’m sure fate did played a part in bringing us together. Maybe it could be god’s doing too. It is really amazing how things have progressed for us. All the ups and downs that we weathered through. There are no words which can describe the feelings I feel right now.
She is simply the most amazing girl I have met. I don’t think there is any other girl out there that will make me feel so strongly and passionately about her. I admire her maturity, her intelligence and how she is able to bring out the best in everything. She even bring out the deepest emotions in me and open up my world in different ways. She inspires. She motivates me and that’s the reason why I love her so much. “Much” is an understatement actually.
I want to give her the best and I’m sure we have one heck of a love story of the century. It already begun and it will continue to do so forever and ever.
The one and only peng. My one true love.
The secret is finally out.
I proposed…
To the girl I love…
To make a promise of a lifetime to her and that we will be walking on this journey together hand in hand.
Can’t believe the weekend is over just like that…
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