Tired.

I am so fugging exhausted and tired.

Fatigue is wearing me down.

Energy Booster

I NEEED REDDDDD BULLLLLLLLL!!!!

Physical Challenge

I am trying real hard to stay awake here. My eyelids feel like they weigh a tonne of lead.

Pushing the Limit

It’s 0412hrs. Ahhh… I think I can do a sequel to Royston Tan’s 4:30.

I am loossssiinggg my sanity. Can someone save me?

It’s Booogie Time

Beeeeeen worrrrking sooooo harrrd this week, it is insane. I need sleep. BIGGGG Time.

Faith

faith  [feyth]

1.	confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another’s ability.

2.	belief that is not based on proof: He had faith that the hypothesis would be substantiated by fact.

3.	belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion: the firm faith of the Pilgrims.

4.	belief in anything, as a code of ethics, standards of merit, etc.: to be of the same faith with someone concerning honesty.

5.	a system of religious belief: the Christian faith; the Jewish faith.

6.	the obligation of loyalty or fidelity to a person, promise, engagement, etc.: Failure to appear would be breaking faith.

7.	the observance of this obligation; fidelity to one’s promise, oath, allegiance, etc.: He was the only one who proved his faith during our recent troubles.

8.	Christian Theology. the trust in God and in His promises as made through Christ and the Scriptures by which humans are justified or saved.

Courtesy of dictionary.com

Exhaustion

I am exhausted. Very very exhausted. I don’t make sense anymore.

Sleepin Beauty lies the Beast Within

I realised I have been sleeping on average about 3 – 4 hours for the past two weeks. It is insane. I feel like working has lost its meaning. I have no idea what I am working for anymore. All of a sudden, you wonder to yourself, is this what you want to do for the rest of your life? I asked myself that question.

I was so overwhelmed that I went out for jog coz I was feeling depressed and angry about everything. Don’t know why it just overcame me. missy j thought I was joking. I ran round the neighbourhood. It felt great. I perspired so much but it was a good run.

I told myself it was a good thing I ran coz that was something I planned to do and I did it. The feeling of doing what you want is certainly a satisfying feeling. Persistance. Perserverance. I ran. I didn’t stop. I want to sweat away the horrible pain that was hurting me. I just kept on running. Running towards the finishing line. Never gave up. Just kept on running. Determination.

Thought of Adidas ad famous tagline, “Impossible is Nothing”

What does it take to have someone give you a little bit of support and care when you need it? How much does it cost? $10, $100, $1000, priceless?

All I need is you. Is it so hard to ask for?

Inert Explosion

I am feeling very angry all of a sudden. Don’t know why.

I need time

All of a sudden you realise 24hrs is not enough.