Living By The Moment

I realised I can’t really drink much any more. Just one pint of beer is enough to make me tireeeeed and a little tipsy. It was my first time to Archipelago’s Brewery Co. They have some interesting beer over there and interestingly, we are allowed to sample all their beers for free before ordering! How cool is that! Of all the beers, I chose one that had a little bit of gingerly taste in it. It’s almost like teh-halia with alcohol. hahah It wasn’t too bad. Just that by the time I was three quarter way through, I was feeling really sleeeeeepppy. I wonder if that has to do with the effect induced by work fatigue. Been working late the past two nights.

missy j called me last night and I was really happy to hear from her coz I was thinking about her the whole time when I was in the cab home. I missed her so much. Thankfully (ironically), I had work to keep me occupied me the past two days coz it was pretty insane. To hear her voice was something that really perked me up.

Today’s Saturday… Time to head out and shine!

Life is Great

missy j is probably on her flight right now while I am stuck on the 22nd floor. Hopefully things are looking a whole light brighter over there. It’s kind of wet day today with the weather storming rather badly. Gloomy and grey. Reminds me of London when I was there a few years back.

Now that missy j is away, I am thinking what I should do over the next few days. The feeling of freedom is somewhat unfamiliar and perhaps need a bit of time to adapt to. I am sure going to miss her but at the same time, I want to do something for myself too. Make good use of this period to do the things I wanted to do. To take this opportunity to learn and do things which I may not have the time to do so previously (of course this may not be major world-changing events like climbing Mt Everest or conquer the South Pole but simple things like cleaning up the room, reading a few more books, reflect about myself etc. All these make up small but significant difference). I have sort of made up a To-Do list, writing down the things I plan to do.

I can feel a gradual change in me. Slowly but surely. I am trying to change my perspectives towards myself, the people around me (friends, family, work etc) and how I see things in general. This is for the better. I am not saying that I am doing badly as a person but in terms of improving, I am looking at how I can improve myself for the better and not what is stopping me from becoming one.

Like what missy j said to me in her very sweet email before she left,

Take this time off to be alone and enjoy the alone time too. Always have faith that our relationship is growing stronger.

You know what. I believe in that too.

Rejuvenated

I feel alive once. Like a reborn child bursting with endless energy.

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Prepare For Glory!!

I need an internal revolution for my mind, body and soul.

Ya know like those whole sci-fi regeneration of cells and membrane, including every matter of the brain!

The Game

Having read the first 2 chapters of the book, I am beginning to find it very intriguing at the way how these pick-up artists work their charm on women. It is as though every science of women behaviour has been totally dissected and stripped down, cross-analyse by these professional charmers. They put it together a method with a set of specific rules used by the pick-up artists. Of course, each pick-up artists have their own set of rules but the bottomline is, they are essentially the same and everyone who has learn their ’secrets’ can apply them. *WAH!* With that, they possess this skill to smooth their way and unlock a woman’s heart and legs! (as said by the author). Interesting I say *raises my eyebrow. Hmmm…

First thing you are taught when learning about ‘the game’ is (So called the fundamental format):

FMAC – Find, Meet, Attract, Close

That’s it. A simple statement that summarise what the game is all about. Remember that and you are 1 step closer to getting the woman you desire. Hahaha Very interesting I thought. Have to keep on reading….

I am home alone today!! Going to spend the day reading, catching up with a bit of work and perhaps a bit of workout too. Feeling flabby around my waists. My weights are gathering spidey webs.

Thank god for missy j that today is her final day of production work. It certainly has been very hard work the past week and she has been through so much. All the stress and demands for someone who is doing it for the first time but I believe in her. She deserves a big hug and a big fat kiss after all this.

有一天

有时候，我们要看开一点。因为有些事， 我们更本不可能预料到。担心这麽多也没用。

One Way Trip

Falling into a bottomless pit of love is like a one-way free fall journey because there is simply no turning back after that.

Merry Go Round

It’s been a long time since I stepped in HMV and when I did, I was browsing through the CDs so much, and realised there were a number of CDs I wanted to buy. I only gotten 2 but I have a feeling I might be getting a few more in the coming days. I think music is something that can lift my mood or bring it down. I don’t know why music has such influence over me. Hypnotic subconscious response?

I don’t know what the fuck is going with my life anymore. Just when you thought that everything is fine and when you are feeling ok. Something comes along and ripped you apart and send you crumbling, drowning in misery and sadness. It is a fucking vicious cycle that I wish it would go away. I wonder if they have medication for this? Ya know, to alter your perspective and bring your sanity back. I really want this feeling to go away because it is fucking up my mind. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind….

Who is right? Who is wrong? What is wrong? What is right? I keep asking myself that over and over and over again…

Pyscho Analytics

Sincerity. Honesty. Truth. Faith. Trust. It all matters. Talk is cheap. People can say what they want but do they mean what they say? That is the most difficult part. People being people often manipulate words to their own advantage.

I am kind of getting into the habit of reading on my way and back home on the train. It is quite peaceful and therapeutic! Don’t ask me why but that’s how I feel!